4.6.07

ics quiz tml, and i havent studied. and im through my social psych assignment only by 65%.
I like to start off my posts this way as i can then get these surface issues off my mind temporarily. at least for the rest of the post.
i'm getting quieter and quieter. it scares me. as much as it scares me, i also know it won't do. whether or not i reveal my true self, i need to talk. but everytime im with people, i automatically seal myself off. all the information i wanna share. only when im alone do i complain that no one listens to me. well, actually im right. everyone is too caught up with keeping the momentum going. they are not going to break it because of me. and if the tune must go on, they have to continue feeding it. to wait for my melody after much silence would spoil the entire tune. and i never know the cue to get it. so i never do.
my melody, i keep within me. it constantly plays in me, each time louder than ever. each time crying to be freed.
who hears it?

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me

serf
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"Happiness is enjoying, not owning" (Joanna, 2007)
"Happiness is a journey, not a destination" (Henry 2007)
"Gravity is the only constant"
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i'm living everyday like my last. i don't have much time left, so allow me to be emotional, to treasure life, to think simple.

list of death-occurring work

none (:


links&credits

yvonne's blogshop
friend.
friend.
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designer;jolene!








wishlist/wish-to-dos

new back-to-school bag
get a haircut
clean room
hang up puzzle
clothes!
completing the modules quite well
find a dance partner/ new cca
practise on the piano
lose weight
find an interest in music or dance